And now for a very uncryptic update. What's going on with me? Well, at the end of Spring break I decided I couldn't catch up on the semester. I bit off more than I could chew with working, trying to get the grooming business set up, worrying about my mom and my health. I withdrew from school. I miss the stimulation of school and the people but not deadlines and not jumping through hoops I don't want to jump through. I will have an associate's degree, yay. whoopie, But I was incurring debt and being educated is, for me, just a personal pleasure, It will not result in any type of employment that would pay enough to afford school. Upon reflection I've decided to groom dogs and keep my little, eminently leaveable job for as long as I can and want to and after that I will try to think of something else. But whatever it will be will probably be self determined. I am done with the Machine.
Healthwise on the good side, I haven't thrown up since I got the prescription for acid blockers, But my health still needs and deserves serious attention I am not yet paying it. Doing some things, not enough, And my mom is on my mind all the time but I am not in good contact with her. That's my next point of focus.
- I am mundane and magical, Silly and serious. I am an underachiever who suspects that someday in the eternities I may yet blossom and even fruit. I am a collector of spirits and essences, a studier of mood and nuance.I have many many faults and yet I've always been loved. I am a good friend, but I will let you go if you so desire. I believe in Somewhen. I laugh easily and cannot often cry, which I know is a Flaw. Like You, I am a work in progess.